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Sunday, November 1, 2009

Even though the WR had just been put to bed yesterday, the OP is already here to haunt me. My class had not started any official consultation sessions for OP, no reviews or anyth yet. But we're expected to be having a rehearsal on Monday's meeting already. Crazy much?

Maybe I can just conveniently forget about my I&R. Trademark probably wouldn't get around to reviewing it anyway.

And, don't ask me why is my blog skin so dark or emo. I just have a fetish for swirly patterns, and yeah dark skins.

Floorball was tiring today. Almost got killed by PT, it always turns my legs to jelly. Training was less tiring than the previous session, but still too tough for comfort. Am quite glad that I am enjoying myself greatly during trainings despite the difficult times. Will become stronger.

Am supposed to go for Great Eastern Women 10k Run CIP in about 3 hours' time. But my parents wouldn't hear of the idea of my sleeping over at Wenyi's place. Which is really, so irritating considering I am already 17 years old. So will just sleep enough, do my OP slides, and prepare for my first day of work tmr at 5pm. Going to have lunch with Liow after his shift :D

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Feel like many things are in a mess. I just have to endure another 2 weeks or so of endless PW, and I would be liberated. But I am still worrying about the retain-advance issue. I am getting so irritated at both the school and my father. One for insisting to meet up when there is really no point at all, and the other for arranging and rearranging the date and time for so long and making my life so damn tough.

I don't even care about what they want to do to me, or whatever. You want me to retain? I'll retain. You want me to advance? Then I'll advance. There is really nothing much to discuss about it, it is so simple and straight forward. My father is skeptical that with my DDSSU results the school would allow me to advance. Well, just you wait and see what they tell you during the meeting. Told you things are screwed.

Judging from what my friends say about the meeting, it is really just pointless. I wonder what is stopping you from making a decision right now, then and there. It's just one word, what are you even considering? Why must you take another 2 months to consider? It's my life. And you think it is right to push us ahead and leave us to fend for ourselves when we obviously don't have the ability to? That just about sums you up. I don't stand to take shit which screws my life.

Whatever it is, I really don't knw whether I am supposed to have my own thinking and perceptions anymore, and I guess I have thrown them out the window because now I don't knw and don't care about what I want anymore.

Tired of drama. Close the curtains please.

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