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Monday, October 26, 2009

My mind is in a confused state. And I don't think I will ever stop reeling from this. Not for a long long time.

So tell me, if you've got a decision for me, you're made up my mind for me, you're lain the path out for me, WHAT do you want to hear from me? If nothing I say is going to matter at all, WHY waste our time? Just give me one word, what do you want me to do? Just one freaking word, settles it.

I don't even care anymore about whatever I'm going to end up as. Retain or advance, whatever man. I am still going to work and study my ass off this holidays, it doesn't MATTER. So tell me! What the heck do you want?

Whatever it is, I think it's just a waste of time if all you're going to do is sit there and shoot me down. So what do you knw about me? What do you think you knw about the way I live my life? Don't make assumptions, don't think you knw when you really don't. Don't write my life for me because you really don't knw any of our lives like you think you do.

I knw it might not be fair, since I have not had the chance to speak to you. But no one in the room will knw me and how I study or how I work at all. None of you knw a thing. I am so sick and tired of you people throwing and feeding me thoughts expecting me to eat it up and digest it. And when I have, you dig it out from my stomach, half digested and stuff a whole new thing in for me to re-digest again.

Well, obviously my half full stomach will just puke everyth out and refuse to eat anymore. I hate the way you people have already drafted out your great plans and we are just expected to fall neatly into it like nothing we think really matters. Does it not? I just don't see the point of anyth if I had to go there and not have a word of what I really feel but getting shot down.

So what do you want? I just want a break man.

I wished some people didn't have to make life so hard. I wished they would stop contradicting themselves all the time, and throw their stupid shit temper around at me, when I did nothing wrong.

Honestly, can everyone just stop whining and let my life be about myself for awhile?

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