Thursday, October 1, 2009

Hardly can find time to update properly these days. I'm either too immersed in doing PW to take time out for posting, or I am just too tired to string my thoughts into comprehensible sentences. I have too much to say that I think I just don't want to say much to the people around me anymore.

Maybe I've come to a point where even posting about what I feel doesn't help in relieving my unhappiness. There's just too much I am feeling, it's overflowing and I can't contain it. I act like I am perfectly okay all day, and no I don't find trouble in that because I am really okay. But I am just ignoring and shutting out the other upsetting things in my life.

I don't knw what can I even say now that things are already like this. I am so jaded from everyth that whatever others say don't take any effect on me. I am fully prepared and accepted my fate. I really am open about it and I see it as a second chance.

You knw what? I really don't think it's a good time to post about what I really feel. Simply because there's too many things I'm feeling and that I don't have time to organise them properly. WR pressing on my like a heavy rock on my back.

Rock bottom.


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