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Friday, September 18, 2009

Fucking miserable, helpless self.
I really hate history. I hate what I'm feeling like now.

Can't believe that I spent like 6 hours on end of CW alone, and couldn't even make sense of much. There's just too much that I need to knw, and too little time. Haven't touched Arab-Israeli conflict or religious fundamentalism stuff. Five freaking case studies to knw about and I knw nothing.

Forget it la, it won't make a difference anyw. I am so sick at trying to look at an essay plan, or powerpoint slides, trying to understand but really not understanding any single thing it says. Tells you a lot huh.

I really feel so fucking helpless now. A part of me just wants to turn off all this damned things and go to bed. But a part of me doesn't want to sit and do nothing till1.30pm tmr. I really knw nothing. Like seriously nothing and I'm feeling so frustrated. I should just skip the exam tmr. No point taking the paper.

Fucking hell will time just stop crawling pass. I don't knw what the fuck to do! Nothing is going in. I've been staring and staring at the same fucking things but nothing wants to go in. Then fine, shall just stop studying la. Force myself for what, nothing good is gna turn out from this anyw. Retain whatever la, I'll pick CSE or something. I really don't bother now that it's already like this.

Sorry man Mr Lai, I just suck at history.

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