Let me dream.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Am trying to think about happy things, because I suddenly feel like I have nothing to live for, seriously.

After promos, I am going to:
1. Buy pretty stationery
2. Go shopping with girlfs
3. Go Kbox
4. Stayover at someone's house
5. Have fun outside and only return home at like 10pm
6. Eat pasta / Swenson's for 14th
7. Cook pasta for the people I promised to
8. Bake pretty cupcakes
9. Be more committed to PW
10. Catch up on work during holidays (if I get promoted)
11. Run away from chores as much as I can
12. Be happy.

And I deserve it.

[edit]
I feel so tired and uncertain about many things. I don't knw whether what I'd been working so hard for is actually going to give me what I deserve at the very least. Still, no time for regrets anyw.

Life has gotten so sad, so pointless and so painful.
I really don't need you to derive your happiness from screaming at me once a day. And without substantial reason.I'm not your plaything and not your venting outlet. And in any case, if one day I go berserk myself and decides to kill myself, I would like you to knw that it's because you ruined my whole life, and I hate you.

Hope you live a great life. I would expect afterlife to be less of roses and daisies for such an evil person like you. [/edit]

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