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Sunday, August 9, 2009

I feel like I am spinning, spinning.. Spinning on the spot, and I can't stop. I think I need to grab hold of myself and give myself a good shake, or I'd spin out of control soon. I can't believe I'm just left with one day of the long weekends to go before school starts again.

There's GP test on Tuesday, and once the hectic week starts, it can't stop. If I happened to sleep late on Monday night, I'd likely be tired for the whole week. And I have barely done any work at all for this past two days.

I lack too much motivation, and my resolute is cracking. After all the angst and vengeance disappears, I'm still left with nothing, and still stepping on the square number 1 I've been on since forever...

Where do I think I'd really end up anyway. Anywhere but here? If I don't stop spinning soon, here's everywhere I'm going to be. Nowhere else. What do I really need to make me start working? Self control? Concentration? Determination? I don't knw. I feel lost. And I'm drowning. But there's no lifebuoy for me to hold on to.

And I'm sinking.. Sinking..
Can I really make it?

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Just wanted to post about the promotion that LJS is currently having. For every meal upsized, you will get this 'Sure Win' prize pack, which includes a mobile phone screen wiper of 6 different designs and a prize card telling you what you're won.

I've won a Seafood feast worth $7.90 so far. And today, me and liow thought maybe things were looking up after I opened his prize card and it read..

"Congratulations! You've won a Lenovo S10 Netbook!"

And we were happily talking about this prize and how he would borrow it to me since he already has a laptop. But the problem was, we only had 4 out of 6 of the different mobile phone screen wipers, and we need 2 more to complete the set in order to claim the prize. Sucky, no? I mean, what kind of rubbish conditions are those even -.-

It was until we got home, and went for a check online. To find that maybe certain designs of the mobile phone screen wipers were even more rare than the prize card to win the Netbook itself. Seems that many are looking for a same one, which is a bronze coloured one with the words "Throw Boring Overboard". We need it too, as well as the other orange one which says "Give Fish A Chance"

We noticed that the JP LJS outlet seem to give out only blue coloured screen wipers, and we've had 2 repeats. It just seems so ironic to know that the mobile screen wipers are rarer than the prize card (which there are only 10!)

Looks like what seemed so near has slipped out of our hands.

Having nothing to do, we went to count the number of national flags on the stage in JP, hoping to get a pair of free tickets to the new local movie "Where Got Ghost?" which was applicable to the first 100 shoppers with the right answer. I got the answer right, and only received a free notebook (like, paper, not a mini laptop). And same for him. Out of curiosity, we went to ask the lady at the CS counter how do we win the tickets.

And she replied, only for the first 50 shoppers with the right answer, the second 50 will receive a free notebook. I am number 77 and he is 79. Wtf -.- The notebook ain't even nice looking.

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War at home for the better or worse? I don't knw. Guess she finally can't stand doing chores, or me taking her money, so she broke the ice first. Bad thing? She said that my allowance will be cut by 10 bucks from next week. I saved my saliva trying to argue. I mean, what's the point, she understand meh? Precisely.

And she used my phone to call liow today. For what I don't knw because I told him not to pick up the call. Why is she even using my phone? Ah, bitch.

Off to figure out what I want.

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