Sunday, August 30, 2009 It's so late now, I wonder why I am still not in bed though I'm feeling rather tired. Maybe I just don't want to meet Sunday in the morning to realise I have an untouched history essay to rush out by 6pm. Or maybe I just don't want to open my eyes to remember I am too hard up on cash for one meal out. I feel like the shopaholic. Being so determined that I'll save money from what little I actually have but never ending up the right way. Just that I am not quite so self-delusional, nor spend all my money on shopping. Still, it's a bad situation, and she's still better off since she works and earns some money. Life has gotten so tough. I try so hard, but it doesn't even matter. I might never win, but I'll be obstinate about what I deem as right till the last moment. I said that I will never subject myself to the kind of slavery again, and I will hold true to my words. Nothing matters, then I suppose I could just leave everyth behind. And move on myself. |
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