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心碎的声音

Sunday, July 5, 2009

最近好像是心碎的季节...
突然, 好多人都陷入一片心碎的黑洞...

心为什么会碎, 是不是因为付出了太多, 却什么也换不回来?
是不是因为经过一段刻骨铭心的爱情, 最后却还是回到原点?
是不是因为对方根本没有你想象中那样爱你, 突然才觉得自己好傻, 好傻..

经过一番挣扎才下定决心做的了断, 是不是会比较难过? 还是应该觉得解脱?
当一切过了, 你会不会想自己到底为什么陷在爱里, 出不来, 只是越陷越深..

当你付出所有一切去爱, 爱到失去自我时, 却突然要你回到原点
在他还没出现的生活, 回到只有自己的过去
要怎么习惯, 怎么适应?

虽然说一定会好过来, 但当寂寞来袭, 心里空虚无力时, 又该怎么过?
要用时间来麻痹伤口, 还真是需要毅力..

等待痊愈的间中　大家都要坚强
心碎的声音　不要再听到

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Am feeling quite...low. No, I am fine. It's with all that's going on around me.

Thought about some things. So sick of me and my imperfections. I want to be like so and so, so and so. I want to have so and so's blah.. It's sick. And I also realised that I am a very superficial person. Not in the way I act. But in my thinking maybe?

Maybe the world really only likes pretty people, rich people, smart people. It's practical and realistic after all. Who bothers about the character? Anyw, I don't have a nice character either, so no point. And so I don't belong to either of the three types.

I can't change how I look, no I won't go for plastic surgery though I always talk about liposuction, I might be able to become smarter, if I study hard enough. And the wealth will come in after I get my job, I hope.

Does it really matter? You ask. Yes, it does. To me it does. So I am a very superficial person, so tell me you don't want to look nice, you don't want to have people like you, you don't want to be able to afford every single thing you like, you don't like to beat everyone at everyth.

I want to be more than just average.
I want to be everyth I can't be right now.

虽然心碎的人不是我..

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