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Ever so conflicting

Friday, July 31, 2009

The weekends had finally rolled around for me to have a proper update. I thought I wouldn't make it through the week because it had been such a hectic one of constant homework rushing, with less than 5 hours of sleep almost every night.

I just saw that the dark circles around my eyes are getting increasingly obvious. I seriously look like a wreck out of a TV show. Need to be sleeping alot more than I am now if I want to get rid of these ugly looking things. Anyw, I'm just going to be updating random things in this post, whatever I can remember, with no order whatsoever. Too tired to bother about much.

So, anyw. This week's been absolutely crazy. It feels like I have something to rush out every single night, and they are all a different something. Been especially doing alot of history, and losing alot of sleep over history. Also, there was EoM (which was sort of rejected), GP essay and other homework to complete. No matter, I managed to pull through and completed all of them within deadline.

This week had also been extremely patriotic, since we were made to sing 'My People, My Home' twice every single morning since Monday. For god's sake, and for crying out loud. All the things you say each morning feels funny to me. I am 17 years old, and I have known this song since I was maybe, five. If I still can't get a few lines of lyrics right after all these years of community singing, which they so adore doing, then I probably never will! And anyw, who is actually interested to challenge you. We are all too busy with better things to do than outsing or outroar you.

Had an inspiring talk by our co-form during Wednesday's champs lesson. Now 'behind' is the new word for the class. And may we have the fact that time is running out sink in and start intense revision soon. Including myself of course. Though I really don't knw how do I start on revision, when it is so hard to complete homework alone. All the subject teachers are stuffing us with work up to our eyeballs, and cramming in extra lessons whenever possible. It's starting to wear me out, because we no longer have any early days where we can go home early and have more rest. But I knw that's the way things are.

Shall talk mostly about today. Had phototaking sessions for floorball and 5N. Both were rather alright I guess, floorball posed for a totally cool informal shot and 5N too. Many of us agreed on doing my 100-watt smile for the informal shot, haha. Though it looks kind of unglam, actually make that very unglam. But I hope we had fun still!

Anyw, I had wanted to post about the strange man we saw on the bus today, and the old lady selling tissue paper on the overhead bridge. But decided against it. I'm feeling so drained out now man.

Most importantly, I would like to make something clear to some fucked up people out there who are so darn self-righteous:
Please, you shut the hell up and mind your own business. Because you are doing everyth that you are complaining about. All the better if you knw I'm talking about you. Please don't feel so self-satisfied at the comments you made. You are in every way exactly the same as what you made such a big fuss about. Maybe you are used to people taking orders from you or whatever, but I guess you should come out of your little bubble where you rule your little empire, with a population of about, three.

I don't take joy in flaming people who are not worth it, or won't read it, but i guess you deserve some honourable mention (in case you stalk my blog). I don't blame you for not knwing this already but, I control my mouth, same as you do to yours, which is why I did not tell you to fuck lost the moment you started being self-righteous. So shoot me if I said something you dislike.

And lastly, good luck in your pursuit of good grades for what you strongly believe in. Hope it isn't as far out of your reach as Pluto is from Earth. I hope your faith can bring you through. But don't worry if it doesn't. My words are always here to mock you.

Oh, on a last note, it's perfectly alright for you to read this, figure out what I'm saying and try to form some party to purge me. Or whatever.
Like I have the time to bother.