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Sunday, June 7, 2009

Hi, the real Sinyee is here. If you want to read about the earlier entry awhile ago, please scroll down and continue reading after this post :D

I am trying to post in an entirely civilised manner. Even though all I really want to do, is very far from this. Actually I don't knw why I bother, but ohwell, whatever. Self-censorship for peace. Yeah.

Adding on to the below post, I just want to say a few more things.
I knw everyone has the same load of things to do, and I of all people, am most definitely not at the tip of the homework-load-and-commitments mountain. But still, I really don't want to schedule my whole life around to accommodate everyth, as and when you like it, as and when you say it.

It's like, ridiculous. I knw we're all supposed to be striving hard for whatever, but it's like the holidays now. And exams are next month. I can't devote my whole time to this, especially when it makes me feel so bloody tired I can't do anyth academic-related for the rest of the day. I'm not Superwoman, even if you think I should be able to do it.

Don't do last minute things then expect me to give you a justified reason of why I didn't do it.
How come people always get away with it?

I used to enjoy it, but now all that's left is a bubble of frustrations at the thought of all the things I have to accomplish along with it. It's killing the joy and passion. I want to be myself, and being in here is suffocating me. Lest others think I am being difficult. I don't need any of you to accommodate my and my radical thoughts, you can just let me be, but don't try and impose yours on me.

I'll smack it right back in your face.

Please have some sense, and don't be too adamant on your ways. I kind of had enough, and I'm not sure I won't have an outburst the next time I am at the receiving end of all this bullshit. All I ask, is just a tiny little bit more of respect and sense of opinion from the rest of us.

Okay, so I may be difficult. So shoot me.

Didn't turn out to be that civilised huh, but whatever. Before you get all worked up and pissed, think about what we've said first. Because I have thought about all these for a long time before I came here to bitch.

Goodnight.

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