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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

[edit]How do some people manage to be so fake? Doesn't it get on your conscious? I'm damn disgusted la.[/edit]

Am. Very. Unhappy. Right. Now.

1. No matter how hard I try, or how long I stare. I just can't do the math questions. How does everyone else do it?

2. I can't even remember the formulae for binomial expansion by heart.

3. Econs doesn't seem to be getting into my head either.

4. Have not even started on chem revision. And it's already third week.

5. I want to study, seriously and honestly. But I don't knw why is everyth so difficult.

6. I bet I'm gna flunk MYE like crazy.

7. Sometimes I really wonder whether I ask for too much in life, or whether life is just so filled with disappointments.

8. I don't want to knw the answer.

Went to PM macs to study with Wenyi again. Only completed one chapter for econs. I feel like killing myself because I don't even knw if it really went into my brain or not.

I came home to an empty house. Locked doors and closed windows. Wonder where everyone's gone, and they didn't even bother leaving me a message. All they left behind was a pile of dirty dishes to wash, as usual.

I knw that life is unfair, but it needn't be that bad. Why do some people have it all, and others, nothing. I really don't knw whether it is that I am the one expecting too much out of this life of mine, or that I am just bound to accept things as they are all the time.

I can't be the smart one, then so be it. I don't even have more than 3 bucks in my wallet. And to top it all off, I don't even have a nice face. Things that are good about me don't matter. So, I guess life is very fair to me.

Some people don't have the good things in life, but they are still happy with the life they are living. Maybe I really ask for too much. Because I really wish I could be run over by a car and wake up with a totally transformed life, or not wake up at all.

It's just that, the more I think about it, the more I feel I have no idea why I can't have at least one good thing going for me. Nothing is going right. And I am still constantly suppressed physically and mentally by my evil mum and peers.

Alright, I knw. What can I do but complain.
Well, at least let me complain if I can't do anyth about it.
FML.

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