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Saturday, June 27, 2009

I haven't been updating regularly, and my posts are getting shorter.. Because there is simply nothing for me to post about of my life. My routine now is get up around late morning, bathe and head out to study till late evening then go home for dinner, slack for abit or study abit. And I sleep. And the cycle repeats.

Yesterday, I went downstairs to get a cup of Sweettalk with my brother. After a million years of not drinking it, it tastes horrible now. Totally disgusting. Is it just me? I've been too obsessed with Mccafe, tsktsk. And then my stupid brother complained that he's getting a brainfreeze. From Sweettalk -.-

I just finished my revision for econs today. And might I add I still have not touched my history things. Slow, but whatever. I must study late into the night to be productive.

Slept at 3am to study econs. And I had a very very warped dream, which will never come true in real life. It involved Boonlay being on the purple line on the MRT map, and the MRT travels on the road instead of on tracks ._. Maybe I'm too stressed already.

And. I. Need. Specs.
What the hell.

I realised this while I was playing Typing Maniac on Facebook. I can't really differentiate between a 'F' and 'P' at a quick glance. And some other letters. Maybe I have astigmatism. What. The. Shit. I don't want to become a stupid, bespectacled nerd, because that's how I look like when I put my dumb specs on.

My eyes are really going kuku. Anyhow, continuing mugging. And finally out tmr with fp :D
Life's good. (I've given up complaining that I am stupid and ugly and poor and talentless. I need to live with msyelf for the rest of my life.)

Goodnight all.

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But it wasn't until we got to Gifted and Talented today after lunch, and Lilly started working on the shot list for this week's episode of Lilly Tells It Like It Is, And Boris got out his violin and started playing a concerto, and Michael put on headphones and started working on a new song for his band, that I realised it:

I have no special talent. I have no gift. In fact, if it weren't for the fact that I am a princess, I would be the most ordinary person alive.

I mean, all my friends have these incredible things they can do: Lilly knows everything there is to know and isn't shy of saying it in front of a camera. Michael can not only play guitar, and, like, fifty other instruments including the piano and drums, but he can also design whole computer programs. Boris has been playing his violin at sold-out Carnegie Hall concerts since he was eleven years old, or something. Tina Hakim Baba can read, like, a book a day. Shameeka knows about make-up and amoebas and Ling Su is an extremely talented artist.

But me?

Yeah, I can't do anything. I mean, nothing really well. Nothing better than anybody else.

I am just blah. I do not know why Michael even likes me, I am so talentless and boring.

..

I can't believe that all I thought I needed in order to achieve self-actualisation was the love of the man to whom I have pledged my heart. Knowing Michael loves me just makes it all worse. Because his incredible talentedness just makes the fact that I am not good at anything even more obvious.

--- Princess Diaries #4

And, I am not even a princess.

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Bored

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I don't knw what to blog about ley.
Haven't been mugging properly, and I don't knw what to do about it because I just have no mood.

Feeling really tired these days and sleeping past my alarms. I hope I'm not coming down with flu. Anyw day out with Sham and Wenyi was cool. Totally should do more of this. I need to have more kaching!

Need to mug econs. I still haven't started history yet. Screwed la damn it. The rest of the subjects are all stuck at where I was.

WHY MY LIFE SO BORING!!!

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Haven't updated for awhile. But there isn't much to my life lately.
Sleeping late, waking up pretty late, going out to study, then I slack at night. It's been a routine. But at least I'm studying, though I am still going way too slow.

Going to be owned for history man. I was clueless from the start up till now. I just hope that with the remaining days I have left I can finish up econs and math. I am not harbouring any hopes for math nor history. So.. whatever.

Anyw. Angry again.
But don't want say liao. Self-censorship for peace.

Bye.

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Friday, June 19, 2009

I feel that I am getting more and more apart from everyone.
Some people are sociable enough, or at least they go with the flow. But I find that I am increasingly withdrawing myself from all the people around me.

Everybody knws what they want, and what they are striving for. I've been mugging my ass off these days but I don't knw what for other than to fill in the spaces for my mundane day.

The wall I've built up around me is getting higher and higher. I can't breathe.
But I don't want to let anyone else in.

Why like that.

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Of course I am okay. Or will be.
Because I always get up. That's just the way I am.

Maybe I was wrong.
I shouldn't have assumed all the things I did. I shouldn't have said some things.
Maybe I ask for too much.

Maybe the way I am is just wrong.

But I will be fine.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up..
So tell me what do you do when it all falls apart?

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Ugly and proud of it

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Morning rush hour is the best time for Singapore to showcase its very own citizens with selfish and ugly behaviour. It's not that I don't knw why rush hour is called rush hour, and I also knw what it's like to be stuck on the escalator with people who refuse to stand to the left, causing me to miss my train.

But today, there was this incident on my way to floorball training that caused me to almost have an internal combustion right on the spot. And it showed to me, which generation of Singaporeans are really the ones who need some social awareness. And why the show nv wang ben se can go on a few more episodes, because some Singaporeans are really obnoxious.

Before that, things were already bad enough. On the train to Commonwealth, I was squeezed right to the opposite door, being from Boonlay. And when I wanted to alight, there was this wall of sardines I had to get through to get out. So I said politely, "Excuse me" to the lady standing in front of me. No response. Then I said it again. "Excuse me"

The woman turned and shot me an evil eye, then proceeded to moving an inch to her right. Like she expect me to pass through that one inch gap with my bag and floorball stick! Worse, the woman on the other side of her did nothing the whole time. Talk about being socially aware, these people are just stubborn. Oh yeah, might I add, it's not even because the women didn't have any space to move. Others around them had already made space.

After what I thought was eternity, I was finally out of the MRT and going down the station. Was lucky enough to not have to wait for 100 too long. But not so lucky because the speed of all these working class people moving to the door of the bus, before the bus even bloody drove into the bus stop is like, 3.00X10^8.

Okay so I got on the bus, which was like walls of sardines again. I stood behind this pole. And I was minding my own business. Until this auntie came. A working and rather nicely dressed auntie. Who came along and decided that she didn't like my face. So she leaned on the pole I was holding. I decided to be evil, so I stuck out my fingernails in that direction.

Talk about being stubborn. She proceeded to lean her whole damn body plus her butt on the pole. Seriously? You would think some working adults knw how not to be completely ungracious citizens. Okay, I am not very gracious myself, on account of the whole fingernail thing. But it just showed her disgusting behaviour more when she just hecked and leaned somemore. And she also decided to push me more behind the pole by leaning back in my direction.

I swearI wanted to tell her off. "Hi auntie. This pole is not your private property, so do you mind letting me have a little piece of it?" Then, I scared she go complain to RV sia, then never mind. I shut up and got out of the bus. Zzz. This woman. Is so disgusting.

The irony when I saw the poster of Phua Chu Kang and Rosie on the bus. "Be Gracious! A Happy Journey Starts Like That." With women jostling around and leaning on my hand, and refusing to move in when there's obviously space. The horrors of travelling with them, I swear I will get a car when I start working.

1. These adults think that just because they have no car to get to work and have to use the public tansport, all of us should pity them and let them have their way.

2. They don't care about letting people out, or letting others get in. They just want to get in. End of story.

3. After you squueze on somehow. They refuse to let you get out.

4. Especially those 4 green seats on the newer buses. Meant for the pregnant, elderly or disabled Then they sit there, with their perfectly placed hair and glossed lips, trying to act like they are pregnant, or old, or disabled.

5. As if that isn't enough, they can't seem to see past 1cm of their sight because they completely don't give a shit to who really needs the seats. They've got the seat, and that's all they care. Neh-neh-ni-poo-poo.

6. Oh if they see someone coming up, they immediately nod off to sleep. Smart tactic, but despicable.

7. Singaporeans, these working adults. Need to brush up on their social awareness, and stop being walking advertisements of Singaporeans' ugly behaviour.

I knw I have felt strongly pissed off or something. When I miss a train because a row of working adults don't see why they have to keep to the left on the escalators when they are not in a rush. But, I totally, seriously felt revolted by their behaviour today. Talk about the younger generation being apathetic, and ungracious.

But we are not the ones who push in the moment the train door opens, not allowing the passengers to get off. We are not the ones who leave tissue packets to 'chop' seats on hawker centre tables. We are not the ones who sit on priority seats and act like I'm in my own world, consisting of 4 green seats. We are not the ones who do all these ugly things and disgrace our own country.

And you wonder where people got the idea that Singaporeans are gracious and kind. Helpful and friendly. Apparently these people had never tried to fight their way up the MRT or bus in rush hour.

Hello but, look which generation is really the one that needs the moral education.
I would like to start my own Paris and Milan blog. To showcase and mock these behaviour of Singaporeans.

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

[edit]How do some people manage to be so fake? Doesn't it get on your conscious? I'm damn disgusted la.[/edit]

Am. Very. Unhappy. Right. Now.

1. No matter how hard I try, or how long I stare. I just can't do the math questions. How does everyone else do it?

2. I can't even remember the formulae for binomial expansion by heart.

3. Econs doesn't seem to be getting into my head either.

4. Have not even started on chem revision. And it's already third week.

5. I want to study, seriously and honestly. But I don't knw why is everyth so difficult.

6. I bet I'm gna flunk MYE like crazy.

7. Sometimes I really wonder whether I ask for too much in life, or whether life is just so filled with disappointments.

8. I don't want to knw the answer.

Went to PM macs to study with Wenyi again. Only completed one chapter for econs. I feel like killing myself because I don't even knw if it really went into my brain or not.

I came home to an empty house. Locked doors and closed windows. Wonder where everyone's gone, and they didn't even bother leaving me a message. All they left behind was a pile of dirty dishes to wash, as usual.

I knw that life is unfair, but it needn't be that bad. Why do some people have it all, and others, nothing. I really don't knw whether it is that I am the one expecting too much out of this life of mine, or that I am just bound to accept things as they are all the time.

I can't be the smart one, then so be it. I don't even have more than 3 bucks in my wallet. And to top it all off, I don't even have a nice face. Things that are good about me don't matter. So, I guess life is very fair to me.

Some people don't have the good things in life, but they are still happy with the life they are living. Maybe I really ask for too much. Because I really wish I could be run over by a car and wake up with a totally transformed life, or not wake up at all.

It's just that, the more I think about it, the more I feel I have no idea why I can't have at least one good thing going for me. Nothing is going right. And I am still constantly suppressed physically and mentally by my evil mum and peers.

Alright, I knw. What can I do but complain.
Well, at least let me complain if I can't do anyth about it.
FML.

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Sunday, June 14, 2009

Have been abit of a no-lifer recently. I've tried to start revision, but math has just disgusted me upside down. It's already the end of week 2 of this study break, and I've only barely gotten the first two chapters of math, and the first chapter for econs down. Life just got tougher.

Had PW meeting today. Was alright. Still quite worried for my GPP 2nd draft, but there's no way I can speed things up than the way they are now. Blame it on myself for not having bothered about it sooner. Now suffer. PW is really getting on my nerves.

Afterward, went to IMM for lunch with Yunrou and Wenyi. I tried the BK Super 7-incher. But well, either it is a scam, or the IMM BK joint is a scam. That pathetic burger is smaller than a Subway 6-inch sandwich. Call it a Super 7-incher. It barely filled me. It was the coke that did. Felt like I was going to explode after eating everyth. Wenyi left to meet her mum for a shopping trip (lucky her), Yunrou went home and I went back to the library for some revision.

Decided not to try my luck at math so I did econs. When I was through with the first chapter, I had no choice but to do math tutorial 2. Slightly better than tutorial 1, and I realised I could only get the answer with messy workings and scribbles. Life just sucks sometimes. Went for dinner at Lot 1 with fp, ate KFC. I have been eating fastfood for almost every meal out of house that I am getting disgusted. Zzz.

Upon reaching home, I gulped down a glass of chocolate milk. And instantly regretted it because I felt like I could puke right there. And then my father called to tell me to eat up the half chicken cutlet they'd left for me. I Really wanted to puke then. Still, ate a few mouthfuls and chucked it. I think I might become vegetarian for a week or so. One more bit of meat, and I'm going to hurl.

My brother just asked if I wanted to eat sushi. Normally, I would have went crazy and leaped at the sushi. But today, I said. If I ate anyth more, I'm going to puke in your face. Overstuffed like crazy.

Might not go to 5N outing tmr, though I desperately want to get rid of some ugly tanlines. But, I am seriously short of cash, and short of time at hand for mugging. Plus, I've been going out everyday since...last century. So, even though I would very much like to go and get burnt, I can't. Shall go mug at Pioneer Mall Macs alone. But NO MORE FAST FOOD. NO MORE MCCAFE. I'll go eat noodle soup at Koufu tmr.

Okay that's it. I'll go look at my PW or econs or math now.
Life is tough zzz.

Oh yeah, as a sidenote. I asked fp why can't I just laze through life everyday and just stone or do what I want all day instead of study, or do bloody PW. And work when I grow up. Well, no solution. But maybe I'll just find some rich-ass entrepreneur and be a taitai. LOL.

Alright, back to work now.
I wished I was a floating piece of seaweed -.-

[edit] I'm not doing anyth productive at all. Screw it. [/edit]

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Finally done with the final collating of PW surveys. That I procrastinated for a whole week before doing. Urgh, feel so tired now. And I still have no idea what I'm going to address at meeting tmr ):

Zzz. I am so fat and unfit now. A few minutes into simple drills for floorball today, I feel breathless. And shooting is totally off-target. My thigh fats go wobbling around when I walk. Sucks grahhhhh.

Anyw, I am so pissed off at my attempted revision for MYEs. I was stuck at math tutorial 1 for the whole of yesterday. After I was through with questions 1 and 2 after one whole day, I realised I don't knw how to do questions 3, 4, 5 and 6. Damn sad. Gave up and went to sleep already.

Today was finally a day off from revision. Went for training in the morning and afternoon went out for lunch at Billy Bombers with fp! I rushed to JP from training, didn't really have time to go home and freshen up. So, I was looking like a female soccer player with the baggy New Age tee and floorball pants and my bunned up hair and pinned up fringe. Basically, we looked like two men walking together ._. Zzz.

Betty's Roasted Chicken.
I felt like exploding after eating this half chicken and cheese fries. Gluttonous!

Sadly though, the food there is not very nice, and damn expensive too. We spent a good part of the meal trying to dissect the chicken in the most gracious manner and yet not wasting any of it. Too bad one is not achievable with the other lol. The meal came up to around 45 bucks, haha.

But thanks to the voucher which Sylvia gave which takes 15 bucks off the total bill, it was a bit better. I still had to pay 15 at the end though. Poor fp, think he has to eat grass tmr alr D: When the attendant gave us the change in those fancy things, there were another 2 vouchers inside. Both 15 bucks off. Fp and I decided not to eat there ever again, and not to recommend the place to our friends. So we left the vouchers there. Haha!

Honestly, maybe even Carl's Junior is better.

Haven't been sleeping well these days. Waking up in the middle of the night and having weird dreams of people chasing me, or killing me, and of dungeon Macdonalds, and jumping gorillas. LOL I think I am going kuku.

SO. Actually, I should go to sleep now.
And thanks to the floorball girls who bought me a wallet. It's nice and I like it haha. Thanks.

Oh yeah anyw, Stella's the bomb.
Love her to the max hoho :D

Goodnight world.

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

When I thought I was so resolved,
it's still the same.

Wasting my own time.
So what the hell do I plan to complete tonight by sitting in front of this computer and hopping from a site to another.

Please.
I need to pick up my pen now.

And screw bloody PW.

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Sunburnt!

Monday, June 8, 2009

I feel so super tired and...burnt.

Had the health initiative activity today at ECP. Didn't really go according to plan, but it was still quite fun! I enjoyed myself (:

Morning went to ECP earlier to have a dry-run with the other HAs. Took a single bike, didn't adjust the gear properly, ended up losing control a few times. But luckily I didn't crash! I was damn laggy too, they had to wait for me to catch up the whole time. But thankfully after I adjusted the gear correctly, it got better at the end. Still, decided to go on a double bike for the rest of the day since my arms and legs were all aching.

Went to meet whoever came from 5N. There was Yanyi, Josephine, Chiouyih, Wenyi, Yunrou, Leon, Sweecheng, Kenneth, Vincent, Binsing, Calvin. So not the expected turn-up rate and we decided to just merge all 3 groups into one big group.

We dilly-dally along the way and doing alot of funny and random things. Me and Josephine kept complaining about the double bike. Took alot of funny photos while waiting for the rest to come too. Waiting for Sharm to upload all the photos. And I'll need to filter them so that the unglam ones will not be revealed! We want to try to cable-ski the next time we go there, looks fun! And I shall go there someday with fp :D

Lol Leon the funny guy decided to go roller-skate when he doesn't knw how to. So most of the time he wasn't with the rest of the group. But we caught him falling a few times. Totally classic =p

Anyw, I regret wearing the Mary Janes that Yeejin drew for my birthday because it got dirty, like really ): And I had an ugly tan from the strap of the Mary Jane on my feet ._. Going to have a proper tan evenly on class outing. But yeah anyw, I am sunburnt. Redfaced zz.

After the activity ended, I went to look for fp at Harbourfront :D Ate KFC (for the third consecuetive day) because Pastamania didn't have student discount on school holidays, which really don't make sense zz. After the super heavy meal, went walking around Vivo. I love PageOne! They have a huge range of books there, which okay I don't have the money to buy. But that's the thing, we can totally browse until shuang.

A series of unfortunate events happened, but I shall not mention them here. Actually they are all quite funny. I laughed like crazy la but it's unfortunate yes. Lol. Just like what Sharm says, what a 300th!

There are about a million things I want at Diva. I wish for the millionth time I am a millionairess so I can afford the million things I want.

Going to family chalet tmr, only 2D1N but thank god. That's maybe the maximum time I can bear having people fuss over me. Ohwell, hope I don't get bored out of my brains. Damn tired now. Pictures will come soon.

Goodnight.

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Sunday, June 7, 2009

Hi, the real Sinyee is here. If you want to read about the earlier entry awhile ago, please scroll down and continue reading after this post :D

I am trying to post in an entirely civilised manner. Even though all I really want to do, is very far from this. Actually I don't knw why I bother, but ohwell, whatever. Self-censorship for peace. Yeah.

Adding on to the below post, I just want to say a few more things.
I knw everyone has the same load of things to do, and I of all people, am most definitely not at the tip of the homework-load-and-commitments mountain. But still, I really don't want to schedule my whole life around to accommodate everyth, as and when you like it, as and when you say it.

It's like, ridiculous. I knw we're all supposed to be striving hard for whatever, but it's like the holidays now. And exams are next month. I can't devote my whole time to this, especially when it makes me feel so bloody tired I can't do anyth academic-related for the rest of the day. I'm not Superwoman, even if you think I should be able to do it.

Don't do last minute things then expect me to give you a justified reason of why I didn't do it.
How come people always get away with it?

I used to enjoy it, but now all that's left is a bubble of frustrations at the thought of all the things I have to accomplish along with it. It's killing the joy and passion. I want to be myself, and being in here is suffocating me. Lest others think I am being difficult. I don't need any of you to accommodate my and my radical thoughts, you can just let me be, but don't try and impose yours on me.

I'll smack it right back in your face.

Please have some sense, and don't be too adamant on your ways. I kind of had enough, and I'm not sure I won't have an outburst the next time I am at the receiving end of all this bullshit. All I ask, is just a tiny little bit more of respect and sense of opinion from the rest of us.

Okay, so I may be difficult. So shoot me.

Didn't turn out to be that civilised huh, but whatever. Before you get all worked up and pissed, think about what we've said first. Because I have thought about all these for a long time before I came here to bitch.

Goodnight.

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Heh, today, Sinyee is not Sinyee.
That's right! I'm not Sinyee. hoho.
I'm here to blog on her behalf since she's lazy, and we share the same views on something I'm here to talk about. Please grab a chair and sit tight.
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RAWR!
(as you can see, it's a rather pissifying happening)
I don't get it. All these things you people are doing don't make sense, not one ounce of sense at all. It's not about what we're required to do, because I will do it. Thing is, you need to know that people have many committments in life alright. Family, friends, homework, revision, CIP, school events, anything! We can't be dedicating our time 24/7 to you and 随传随到.

Besides, if it was that urgent, that important, shouldn't you have SMSed? So you think I'm stuck to the computer 24/7? So you think the computer sends a signal to my brain that lights up my belly button telling me there's a new update? So you think I'm so free that I'll be able to turn up for something with a notice that comes less than 12 hours prior to the activity? So you think I am expected to change plans to accommodate you?

Now i tell you, NO. So stop thinking, assuming, DREAMING.

Even if you wna have lunch at Subway, it's subject to the availability of seats yo.
It's not that I'm being difficult. But this is really crap. Well, other times, you may say people are not being serious, are lazy, are being slackers. But this time round, face it. The notice came too freaking late and that's it. &if you realised it did, then please at least SMS. Seriously.
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Next thing, stop thinking we're all in this together. Maybe we were. But now, things have changed. And I can't help but conclude it's cos of your self-conceptualised machimachi-ness.

I don't deny I haven't been too interested in going around with you guys, cos I have work to do, PW to rush and manymany other things to handle. But if the few of you are really such good friends, please don't do these things under the name of our common entity, cos it clearly isn't.

&don't deny that you fail to ask sometimes. Maybe lots of times. Not just me. But the rest as well. I want to say that we don't like it. A lot.
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&I wna say that,
GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE.
Toh and I keep doing and saying the same things. HAH.
Kay, Toh says it's just us. fine. LOL

Alright I'm done with this post. With those frustrations rising up till my chest level and going back down again. GAH. Please stop doing more things to make me feel like flipping.

Bye!

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Friday, June 5, 2009

Have been feeling very irritated and everyth for the past 2 hours, I feel like I am exploding into a thousand tiny little pieces right here on the balcony floor.
Sometimes, I wish I really would.

I have forgotten everyth I want to say. But this:
WANT TO GO SUBWAY EAT ALSO MUST SEE IF HAVE SEATS FIRST WHAT!

Hor, Sharm?
Hey ;D

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Superwoman...?

Just started to realise how busy I actually am, when I'd finally gotten down to face the work.
I can't believe how much I have to do. It's all getting quite intimidating.

What with the health related activity, I think I have forgotten how hard it is sometimes to just get people to reply to one bloody message, it really pisses me off. Have got lots of things to settle during the weekend. And then there's neverending PW. Feel like a -insert whatever negative word- because I haven't really been very responsible lately.

I really need to pull my ankle socks up all the way to the knees.

Anyhow, I foiled my own study plans today by waking up almost 3 hours later than when I had planned to start work. So I wasted a day, also because I was fixated on rereading my Shopaholic series.

I knw I have been busier before. But that was before I became too laid back. I think I just totally lost my touch. Need to get back to being Superwoman again, for real.

Had wanted to copy out the 3 sets of slides for history, but somehow I don't feel like it anymore. I've got PW on full day tmr from early morning, and I'm dying for a good night's sleep. I guess I might have to leave work abit for now and go to sleep.

Drats. I just remembered laundry. Shall go do them now and fall down on my bed for 7 hours, if I'm lucky.
Good night.

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Keep breathing

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Am back from 4H chalet. Feeling kind of tired.

I feel quite disintegrated from many people and things these days. Even though it isn't that long since I last went out with everyone. It just feels like I am not interested in many things anymore, and that is making my life quite bland and unhappening. I seek no excitement but a boring and mundane life, sometimes, it really drives me nuts.

Anyw, I realised that my previous posts were getting shorter and shorter which doesn't really say anyth at all, except that I am sick of life.. So I think it's time I type up a long and nice post, with pictures and everyth. Have accumulated enough pictures to flood the page I think, and I'm going to backtrack, alot. And I have alot to rant about, after I post about the nice things.

Let's begin with... Last Tuesday, 26th May.

That was a long day, but ended nicely. I already knew that there was going to be a surprise for me on that day, and I felt quite disappointed that Sharm said it has to be cancelled because she needs to rush home to complete some work for open house. So after school I just went to find fp and went out.

He accidentally leaked out many vital information. Before long, I knew that the surprise was still on. We bumped into Sharm and Yeejin in Giant at one point lol! Lagged for very long all around harbourfront and some parts of vivo before they were finally ready for the surprise. I was brought to the entrance of Daiso by fp, half expecting to see the people involved there, waiting for me. But just when I thought I knew what was happening, Yeejin led me and fp to a part of vivo I never went to before. While walking down the escalator, the people burst into chorus of the birthday song.

Man, was I surprised at who was there.. Apart from Sharm and Yeejin, there was Wenyi, Dengyin, Yanyi and Yunrou! They gave me my doughtnut treat, and the ultimate long tube of chocolate pastilles that I really love. And a nice handmade card where all of them wrote in it, including the absent Josephine! Plus a huge helium balloon and a pretty sunflower!

Yeejin gave me a pair of hand-painted Mary Janes and a small teddy bear. Cute.

Photo of the day:

Pretty!

Yeejin and Yunrou left earlier, and the rest of us went to have a meal at Superdog. Talked alot about all the random things then went home.

27th May, my birthday, and cross country day.
Went to Bukit Batok in the morning to meet fp and catch 176 so we could have some hopes of boarding the bus. Ate the chocolate fondant he bought for me in vivo the day before for breakfast. Anyw the bus was already very crowded. But we managed to reach West Coast Park just on time.

Cheered for the A division competitive runners. So rare I get to run non-competitive. They came back really fast, and floorballers took up 6 out of 15 places for the top positions! Proud of them! Okay anyw, I never really planned to run, but Zhijun made it sound like we'll be letting the rest of the floorballers down if we slack our way through. And so I ran. Nobody really cares when you start or whether you started with the correct division, everyone just ran. Or more like, walked.

Did the usual things for cross country, cheered and stuff. At the end I just stink and am without a shirt to change. But anyhow, Minotaur was the house champion again this year! Present for me hahaha.

After that, went to Bukit Batok mac for lunch with fp, then we went home to prepare for events later on. I met him again at JP. Got a helium balloon and a stalk of red rose :D Then we went and watched Angels and Demons. Quite a nice show. Not that many bloody corpses as I was expecting. The plot's quite good, but I didn't understand some parts of it. Almost fell asleep because I felt quite drained after cross country.

Rushed to IMM to have dinner at Cafe Cartel. Finally got to eat it after so long. Had an enjoyable dinner, and I was so stuffed afterwards I felt like I couldn't move.

Photos:

Two black people in bright shirts.

The ribs!

I look like I want to eat the photographer. -sly smile-

Now for the other photos:

The rose and sunflower, which both had died.

Now I have 2 Cheer U Up tees!

My helium balloons. Strunk by alot, it wouldn't even float anymore..

Anyw I have lots of people to thank for giving me a great birthday.
Sharm for planning the surprise.
Wenyi, Dengyin, Yanyi, Yunrou, Yeejin, Josephine for being a part of the surprise.
Acer for the balloon and rose and pencil case and the lollipop Cheer U Up tee and badge, and the cake.
Yeejin for the pretty shoes and teddy bear.
Taylin, Yijun, Jean, Irene for the pink Cheer U Up tee and card.
Sylvia and Chiouyih for the pretty earrings.
Zhenxi for the small plushie.
Elijah, Mingjie, Jianlong, Junbin for the Little Miss Naughty pouch.

And others who have wished me.
Chienying, Yunyi, Adna, Jennings, Peiqi, Clarine, Yunrou, Winnie, Yongchuan, Yiling, Jerrine, Kailin, Yanjie, Mingjie, Yufan, Jaslin, Yuhong, Rousi, Cheehooi, Matthias, Xinyu, Shaun, Melvin, Zhaowei, and some basketball guys and my floorball girls.

Hope I didn't miss anyone out.

Okay, lastly was me going out with my juniors for some quality icecream. To Island Creamery somewhere around Bukit Timah. It's quite cheap and nice. And we sat and gossiped for a long time before leaving. Missed their company.

The ice creams.

Other random and way outdated pictures:

Unglamness!! =x

Too a series of jumpshots with the girls one day. I realised that maybe only I can do successful jumpshots. But I also realised that I do really unglam jumpshots ._.

Okay anyway, that's all for now. I still have alot to rant, and to update about 4H chalet. Which actually, isn't much. But I am too tired to continue now. So, I'm going to bed.

Good night people. My eyes are closing on me.

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