Let me dream.

Thoroughly sick of life

Saturday, May 23, 2009

It's kind of late now, and I'm really supposed to be asleep. There's PT on early tmr morning, but it's alright. I don't really care about anyth anymore.

Sleeping enough, doing my work, worrying about PW, playing floorball well...
Who cares really?

I really don't think I would want to expect anyth more from myself and others. I think I'll just drown in the disappointments if I get anymore of it. Like I'm not already overflowing with it. Like I'm actually that forgivable towards others. Like real.

I have gotten so good at acting that I am disgusted and disappointed at myself. I really want to scream at some people sometimes, HEY, STOP BEING FUCKED UP, but all I do, is give an uninterested smile and walk away. Pathetic. And I don't knw why I am reduced to this.

Am spilling my guts out over MSN to Sharm and Wenyi. Thank god for these people, if not I would have been driven crazy by all the fucked up things that keep coming up these days to make life tougher than it already is.

Y'knw, I still can't get over some things. I don't knw why all these things are happening. But I am thoroughly sick of everyth in my life. Everthing. I don't knw why some things are just so difficult. I don't knw why they just get increasingly difficult. And I don't knw just what the fuck am I expected to react when I get shit from people.

All the rest, will go over to another place.

Goodbye.

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