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Thanks for the miseries

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Am seriously so tired after the match today with YJC.

Lost to them 1-5.
But Stella said we did an amazing job for defending. Can continue to work harder and do better. Trainings on tmr and Thursday. Next game on Monday with RJC. Fight till the last gasp.

I thought tmr would be a day for me to have some rest seriously. This whole week's gna be loaded with floorball and I'm neglecting my work. Then suddenly there's going to be training. I hope I pull through all these. I am so worn out.

Is my life supposed to revolve around floorball, stop because of floorball and live solely for floorball? I NEED TO DO MY WORK MAN. HOW DO I DO WORK WHEN IM SO TIRED AFTER FLOORBALL EVERYDAY?!

So everyone is doing it. So why am I making noise. Maybe it's becuase I'm not as smart nor capable as anyone of them. Maybe it's because I am the last 30 of the cohort. Tell me what is more important. I am doing exactly what I did back in RVTT. Compromising my work for trainings and matches. What I get in the end is just a big fat nothing.

I should really have learned.

No energy to do much work, thanks mother for loading me with chores still. Thanks for thinking I'm your superwoman, or more like your unpaid maid. You're the best mother one can ask for and I'm so fortunate to have you. Thanks for all the miseries.

Bloody fucked up.
I want to die right now.

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