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Monday, April 13, 2009

Just did my NAPFA 5 items today. Was kind of fucked up, could have done better if I knew a few things earlier. But whatever, I really want to stop talking about all the could-have-beens and should-have-beens. I'm just glad that it's all over. and I managed to do better than initially anticipated.

So, the title is going to someone else this year. Yet another thing I lost after clinging on to it so strongly for so long. But I suppose, after the long internal battle which might go on a few more days, I'll accept it. And shut up eventually. Ohwell, always had. It's just another thing among all that I have lost.

I didn't want to be just average for everyth. But now I'll accept the fact now that this is all that I can be. I am trying to stop comparing and be thankful for all that I have.

It's so hard to be.

I need to disconnect myself from all he disappointments coming from everywhere and it's drowning me.

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