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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Don't bother reading. This post is outright offensive because I'm feeling fucked up right now. If you decide to read it then you better not try to act smart/comment, because I won't appreciate it.

I have lost all my mood for trying to do any work of any sort.

Fuck, I don't knw why is everyth screwing up right now. I need a break, I desperately need to catch up on my school work. Can you please give me a chance to do that? Instead of drowning me with intensive physical trainings when I'm still aching so terribly?

I didn't even want to complain, I was determined to dedicate to floorball with nationals around the corner. But the consequences of me failing my upcomings tests, or straining myself too much is far more serious. Distressed and I don't knw what's best.

Rounds and rounds everyday. 4 on Tuesday, 10 yesterday and 12 tmr, all outer lane. Life just gets better and better huh.

The fact that we're doing it together makes me feel better. Albeit just abit.

My PI second draft is overdue already. I was so resolute on handing in on time because I was overdue for almost a week the last time. But yesterday I had floorball till late, and I was dead beat after 10 rounds and a match (fuck, this is not an excuse) so I couldn't do it. Today? I was more intent on doing math and econs in school, and when I finally got to use the comp to do my PI, my mood gets screwed.

Not even to mention how it got fucked up and I DON'T WANT TO DO THINGS THE DIFFICULT WAY. I so feel like being adamant and handing back the same ideas. What's the point of looking for things that are too broad and unfeasible? I don't knw man, I only knw that my PW is gna get screwed.

I'm never going to get around to doing any fucking thing.

Fuck my life please.

It doesn't even help that there are SO MANY FUCKED UP PEOPLE OUT THERE. Who deserves a good big piece of my mind. You think you damn big shot we all need to give in to you? You think you're so fucking great? You better think again. Because you are fucking nothing to me. I think you are rubbish. I don't knw why you feel so good about yourself for doing something you should have done since the last century, it's disgusting, and you should feel ashamed at yourself for not knwing this.

Lastly, I really don't give a shit to how you feel about anyth. So, stfu and get out of my face.

After all these, it's still gna come anyway.

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