Saturday, March 28, 2009 I don't understand why are some people so fucked up. I don't understand why these people like to act like they knw alot and start to be like they are your 10-years friend or something. I don't knw why there are so many fucked up people in my path everyday that I feel that life sucks. I really really don't knw why people always like to try and justify all the atrocious things they do and try to make it look and sound good. And I don't knw why every little fucking thing I do is always deemed as a misdeed or some crime in others' eyes. All I want to say is that, the essence of it all, is the same. You see that? The. Same. So stop trying to justify it all with 'just' and 'only'. Because that is all it takes to make it equivalent, or worse off. It's all really inexplicable. It makes life suck. Life actually doesn't, school does. I don't understand why do I have to be forced to stay in school for another 2 hours when my lessons end at 11am on Fridays. Why can't I just get out? Sometimes I really want to throw away all the stupid social awareness stuffs I've been learning and just give some people who deserve it a good lashing. A blog should be what a blog is used for. Urgh. I am so suffocating under all the unseen pressures. Yeah, I want to give up my life now. Throw away all the unpleasant things, and all my doubts and unhappiness. I only want what makes me happy. Sad to say, that's hardly likely to happen. |
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