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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Tests coming up in a couple weeks' time. I don't knw what to feel because I'm still running away from math and constantly getting stuck at my chemistry practicals. Like now, for instance.

The feeling kind of sucks to not knw what everyone else seem to knw. It sucks even more to wonder when would my math and chem lecturers actually try and make things a little easier for me and stop going fast like they're going to catch a train and claim that we're going too slowly. The worst thing, is still staying in a dangerously stuffy room in the late-morning-early-afternoon studying about Cold War with a nice droning voice ringing around my head. I just feel like dying.

Damn it, I need a break.
And yeah, I am not really looking forward to floorball training sucking away whatever little energy I have left tmr. Even though it doesn't require much of my braincells, and probably the littlelest thing I have to look forward in the day.

I wish I'm a whiz kid, that I get bored in lectures and tutorials because there's nothing I don't already knw being taught, instead of having no clue what the teacher is teaching. I wished I can do all my homework in about 5 minutes in one night so I can actually sleep enough and stop feeling like it's such a chore to get out of bed the next morning. I wished my day didn't have to end so darn late that when the whole world is leaving school for home, I am going back in to face another hour of economics tutorial.

I wished that Mondays and Tuesdays where all the lessons are cramped together, with History and PW, wouldn't take one million years to get through. I wished that from Wednesday to Friday where there are lots of breaks in between and remotely manageable lessons would stop flying past so quickly before I can even enjoy that bit of relaxation.

Before I knw it, it's the weekends. Floorball, homework, chores. Before I knw it, the weekends are over and Monday and Tuesday are here to haunt me. But they crawl past ever so slowly. Wednesday finally arrives. But before I knw it, the weekends are here and the cycle continues.

Knw the feeling?
Yeah, life sucks.

Just random venting. Back to work now if I am thinking of sleeping early tonight.

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