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I want it all back.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

I hope I can get a good night's sleep tonight.

Have been losing a good few hours of sleep past few nights to unknown reasons. I really don't knw why, though a few people have given me some clues on why is that so, and I think I kind of agree with it. Results being me falling asleep only near 3am or so. And waking up feeling freaking tired.

Now I kind of dread the time when I have to go to bed because I knw it's a gna be a period of tossing around until I finally drift off to sleep. Zzz, I wonder what's wrong. I've never been someone having any problems with sleeping. Nap or not, I fall asleep the minute my head hits the pillow. So this is actually bugging me a good deal.

Well, I hope it ends soon anyhow. Anyway I have stopped at 420 and don't want to nor find the purpose to continue anymore. So this afternoon had been a bit tough to waste so I just read and read books that I'd borrowed. Okay so I mopped the house and baked cookies today. I'd never really been good at cookies to be honest but this time round even my mother said it was nice (: Ah yeah, being stupid I scalded my finger again. And it's damn painful. Much worse than all those before. Ohwell.

Haven't been out of the house for 3 days straight. Growing rusty and mouldy soon. Still, out in the open tmr, broad daylight, early morning. Hope it's good.

Been freaking paranoid today about stupid things and I feel like banging my head on the wall after torturing myself with these thoughts for a whole day. Still, thanks Irene, Sweecheng, Chienying, Junhao and Yunyi for trying to make things better. I conclude that I have too much free time and am going crazy. Sorry for my stupidity. Need to kick all of these away.

I want my sleep back.
I want my sunny days out to waste back.
I want it all back.

Ohwell. Sleeping soon I suppose. Even though I really hope that the tossing and insomnia doesn't kick in again tonight. I don't want to oversleep tmr. Just 6 more hours I'm seeing broad daylight again. I hope nothing goes wrong.

I might be joining some others to go out random walking tmr haha. Shall see how it goes. Really really hope things turn out fine. Okay stop thinking negatively.

Good night world. Tmr is gna be a beautiful day, or at least I hope so.

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