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Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Just a quick one before I sleep.

Today was day out with Lin, Yijun and Irene. Went to town and ran like crazy women in the heavy rain. Nothing much though, just talked alot. Spent most times eating/drinking. LOL. We went into so many places to eat la. LJS, Koba, Subway, McCafe. ._. Guess I want to go for retail therapy. My brains feel like it's gna burst out of my skull soon.

Damn worried that the racial harmony day proposal will be rejected because so many classes are doing the same thing. Zzz.. Judgement will be out tmr. Hope for the best then.

Screw all the stuffs that are going wrong now. And screw all those that will be going wrong.

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This is so screwed up, why is everyth trying to screw me up. It's like you people knw I will be the one taking the rap, yet you just went ahead and talked shit behind my back and gave me more work to do. It really doesn't help that I am the one who has to bear all this shit la. Give me a break, do you mind?

I don't even understand this irony. Some people are there complaining why people never understand the efforts of those doing the work, yet they are the ones who also do not knw how to appreciate things others are doing for them. Everyth just, and still comes down to personal interest. And why am I even surprised? That's just how things are, and always will be.

I should really stop being so bloody idealistic.

I don't knw why, why of all the rubbish that people are unsatisfied with, I always have to be dragged into it. And then I am expected to come up with the solution, when the problem doesn't even lie with me in the very first place. People just don't think of the consequences when all they want is personal benefit and all that shit. Can't they just shut the fuck up for once and take what is given to them instead of yapping incessantly so they can get their way?

I am so tired of this. Why must my day be ruined of all these inconsiderate people, it isn't even supposed to be something that I should worry about.

And what's worse, nobody else seems to give a bloody damn to everyth and I'm totally left here to deal with all these shit alone. You mean all these are meant to be my sole responsibility? Doesn't that sound abit fucked up? I am not even asking for alot, I'm just trying to share this that doesn't only concern me anyway. Yet nobody wants to shoulder it with me, like this whole thing is supposed to be my problem only. Very nice.

Nothing I do can please everybody. Somebody always has to give in. People just don't learn. If my decisions and opinions are that worthless and insignificant, why even come to me in the first place, make me think of the supposed best solution and then totally get pushed over when people start getting unhappy and all those shit?

If everyth I do and say is so dispensable, then stop coming to me and making my life so miserable. Go find your best solution on your own. I'm done with all this.

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