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Friday, June 20, 2008

Absolutely shagged.

Past midnight yesterday, received a call that set my andrenaline rushing at mad speed. Yeah, I was damn overwhelmed, because it isn't the first time that a thing like this had happened. And somehow, somehow. I always get dragged down in their sick little mindless games.

Anyhow, people who knw what I'm talking about, knws what everyth is about. No need to elaborate much because it's not like such a glorious thing to publicise anyway. And I started spamming IMs to whoever's still online at that hour trying to get some information, to no avail. Was talking with Chiouyih online till like 3.20 am before we both decided to go to sleep.

The moment I hit the 'Sign Out' key, the door to my parents' bedroom opened and my father came out. And basically, I got owned. Which explains why from today onwards I have to turn off the computer and go sleep or do my homework like a good girl by 12 midnight. Nice one.

So anyway, I went to school early this morning to meet Irene, to supposedly do homework. Well, productivity is expected anyway. Couldn't really concentrate much since I was so tired. Lagged around and then went to join the B boys extra training in the hall which just made me more shagged.

Received a few texts in between which again, provoked my andrenaline level. Felt at a loss and didn't really knw what to do. Spammed my texts to people again. And discussed the matter over lunch with Chiouyih.

Planned to go out for lunch, but coach very nicely treated me and Irene and brought our lunch back to school. Yeah then went hall to train with Irene for about 30 minutes before going to the canteen to look for Zhijun. Went to the chapel. Training was quite good but felt like dying after an hour or so. So went to slack instead.

Changed and left school at around 4pm. Took 97 back home and so then. Damn tired.

Anyway. Everyth's already resolved, and thanks to everyone who shared this burden with me while I was so darn worried both last night and today afternoon. I hope something like this never happens again. Like never ever again. People should really knw how to start thinking for themselves and not let others worry for them.

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If everyth's really gna be as easy as you said it to be. Sometimes no amount of support, no amount of faith can bring me through. I'm losing heart, because I'm really tired out from everyth. I'm not even expecting anyth anymore. I will not be thinking too much, or asking for too much. I'll learn to sit and wait.

Sit and wait.

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